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Name: Michael
Birthday: 5/30/1976
Gender: Male
Interests: Hangin' out at the corner
Expertise: reading comic books and teasin' the girls
Occupation: Student
Industry: Hospitality
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AIM:  mbsportz
Member Since:
3/27/2005
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| ok.............um.........ya i can believe im puting this on xanga but
whatever. i failed my drivers test twice this summer and it
pretty much made me more frustrated than i have ever been. All my
life i never would imagined failing it twice. so i have my third
and final chance to get it. if wi would have failed my third time
i would of had to have gone back to driver training. basically i
would have been starting completely over. its funny because i was
more nervous the second time than the third. but to shorten
this already to long of a story i got it the third time and its all
gravy and i guess it makes a good story. plus i found out a lot
of other people failed theres atleast one and some failed it twice also
so i guess (now that i have it) it wasnt that
bad. Other than that I went to lake shasta with some
other families. .............also had another pretty cool week in
kansas city at the gideons international
convention. i posted pretty long post last year abouo
tthe same trip to LA. So i guess school starts in less than 3
weeks for me. im usually ready for it and again i am this year to
but i dunno highschool is kind of starting to just drag on. that
sounds like i think im old. im so old....
ughhhhh the more i type the more my spelling(which is
great any way) gets worse. I actually can spell it is
just that i dont really care enough about u to fix my mistakes so
you wouldnt have to struggle thruogh waht i ma tyrign too
sya. ok im
leaving.
david i expect good comments on my mispelled words and how my ability to mispell the letter i is a disgrace to the family.
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| wow its been awhile. this is kind of like talkin to an old friend. its
akward and just hard to think of something to say. schools is out
for me and i get my license on the 8th so im pretty stoked about
that. im just helping my dad out in the shop. you doing stuff
here and there. other than that ive just been kind doing whatever
comes up at the moment im not doing anything. well i plan on
having a shizang of a summer and now i wont promise to write anymore
because i probably
wont.
gone for awhile!
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| ok.........so my neice who is five and my nephew who is 2 were over at
my house and my parents and i decided to take them to mcdonalds. and
for the record, that place is like disgusting! but we got there
and as usual they barely touched their food so mom gave in and let them
go play on the playground. i was watchin them and there were like 8
other kids who were, from the age of....o i would say 8- 12 yrs old.
these kids who were by themslves at mcdonalds were playin on the
playground. At first they were playin tag inside it and stuff then one
of em found a way like through the protective netting and they were way
up on top,underneath, and just all over this thing. I dont even
remember bein at the age of wanting to do that. Then they started
throwing like seat cushions from the mcdonalds chairs at each other.
and like the air-hockey handles and the pucks. One kid got nailed on
the arm with a seat from like the top of the playground which is like
20-25 feet high.They were jumpin down off of it and hangin from the
pipes that hold up the playground. and these kids were only like 8 and
cussing like crazy. their parents wernt there so they must have just
ate and started having fun! LOL! I was laughing but my mom
wasnt so she told them to stop throwing things and they did then she
got scared for them and told the manager and he told em to stop so the
basically left. I guess i can add this to my repertoire of unusual
things i have seen.
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Sometimes I will be in class and
without even noticing it or even when I try not to, I find myself thinking
about the ever popular, ”what am I going to be when I grow up”. Or even, who
will I marry, who will I impact, will I have kids, or I am going to heaven……..right?
I am sure a lot of people do these things but I think I do it at a different
level. I even picture scenarios of what things will be like. Oh, and I am not
saying that the daydreams I have are bad, I mean I love them. They seem to
strengthen my thoughts and help me get a grip on life better and just
straighten me out through hardships that I go through sometimes. It is really
hard to put these feelings I have in the words I need to describe how I feel. When
I think about my future it gives me this feeling of reality and a quick feel of
something I want to be. I feel as if I need to strive towards maturity or
something far greater than I think I can stretch myself to. Unlike a lot of people I probably think the
deepest when I am surrounded by lots of people when I am not really listening
to them but rather just going off into space and thinking about what that
person across from me is thinking. What are they thinking or what are they
feeling right now. Are they sad? Are they happy? Or in an airport I look at
people and wonder why their going where they are or what have they done in
their past. I will actually guess what they should be named or their job.
When
you were a kid, did you ever want to skip like your teens and lower twenties
and just get married with kids and a great job. Sometimes I feel that like I just
want to go ahead 10-12 years. I feel
like there is this hump I need to get past.
I
just realized something. It struck me that every time I daydream or wonder about
my future and feel these feelings I just wrote about they all lead to God and
how I feel that I am failing him and you know what, I am. I mean god died on
the cross for our sins. Why am I so selfish and treat him like he is just you
know an old toy like in the sense that I have already played with Him and he is
boring to me now. The reason I feel like I need to mature is that I do need to
in my walk and in Christ. That’s all He is asking for. He just wants us to give
it to him, be faithful and try are best to be like and in Him. Why can’t Christians
put aside their differences and just rally together as one and be a solid
shining light for our Father in heaven. I am sorry God. I fail you over and over again and will
fail you even more but I want you help in getting back up and being who I was
meant to be.
this post is a compilazation of my latest thoughts and if they seem
randomly thrown together it is because they were randomly thrown
together. sry if you dont get it wall but if you could get the last
part that would be great
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MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY
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